Monthly Archives: March 2016

Becoming Poetic

This month in 2004, Kevin Major visited my high school. Kevin Major is a well known Canadian author who wrote such gems as Hold Fast, Blood Red Ochre, The House of Wooden Santas and many more. Β Mr. Major took time out of his schedule to visit with my graduating class and evaluate our english work and give us advice on how we could improve. Mr. Major wrote me a note that said I had a ‘strong poetic sensibility’ and that I ‘feel things deeply and are able to use language to express them.’

On the end of the note from Mr. Major he states, “Seize the day, hold fast to dreams. May your future take you to exciting places.”

Well.

I’ve moved over 10 times since that note was written and no matter where I end up that note seems to navigate there with me. No one can convince me that art is not important. It was because of Kevin Major’s verbal and written encouragement that I kept writing, that I achieved a diploma in journalism and spent nearly 6 years blogging right here on Color of Outdoors (formerly Travelling Infinity).

The butterfly effect of a simple workshop led me to work with so many profoundly talented people and shaped who I am today. If no one shows you that there is a window, how are you supposed to know that it’s there for you to open? Art in schools, art in life, is essential.

Today I had the great opportunity to stand up in front of the Town of Happy Valley-Goose Bay council and general public and recite poetry that I wrote. It was an honor to speak about how I grew up; the important influencers in my life.

This is one of the poems that I read tonight.

Be kind;
M.

Walking along the shore a little past noon
Eight pieces of sea glass in my pocket
(blue the most valuable)

I had on sandals with no socks
Aunt warned me about rubber boots and mice spilling in over the side,
down at my toes,
so I figured,
Why wear rubbers?
My naked toes exposed.

I was careful for the seaweed and the sea lice surely tangled in –
I watched for beach spiders that could haunt my bed at night,
splayed off from being ‘too involved’ with the grass.

An armful of driftwood under my left and a leash in my right hand —
not that I ever needed it.
The dog galloped and swallowed salt water like he’d never seen dry land.

Pops stage in the distance;
I’d sit for hours — half a day
catching sculpins with twine and bent nails
(it can be done)
even flatfish if you’re talented enough!

The sun sneaks in through the cracks in the clapboard and paints a tiny picture of who I was before now.
Just enough to remember that home is still there,
and memories won’t fade unless you let them.

 

Knitted Love

My Mom and my Aunt Lucy are true artists. Every now and then I’ll receive a ‘care package’ from my hometown and it’ll be full of baked goods, bottled moose and jam, chocolate, and something that’s been hand knit by either my Mom or Aunt, or both. Those little things are in fact huge things. It makes me feel the warmth of home without needing to be there. Though of course, I’d rather be there!

Knitting has been a tradition amongst the Poole women for many years. The patterns and wool colors that are stock piled in my Mom’s house would blow your mind sometimes, haha. When I was younger my Mom would knit or crochet me doll clothes, and she would never have me go without anything in terms of my warmth and well-being. There was a time when it likely appeared that it didn’t mean much to me to have a pair of wool socks tucked in the back drawer, though as I get older I grow to appreciate these handmade gifts more and more. They are quite literally works of art in their own right.

I know myself, personally, I don’t have the patience to knit. Oh my Grandmother, Aunt and Mom have tried more than once to show me how but, like math, my brain just doesn’t compute. So I’ll just stick to writing and photography and let the pros do what they do best. Missing from picture, the blue and pink knitted socks I’m wearing circa 2014.

Love,

M.

 

night driving

don’t love me back
i’m asking because i need this.
my heart is a crackling birch
and you, our breath in winter.
we were born on a cold, lifeless day
becoming not quite terrible
you, our breath in winter
and me
burning brightly
the birch gives warmth to all.
(let me do all the night driving)

M.